thoughts on mogwai songs

"2 rights make 1 wrong"

hope, hopelessness, constant relentless hope towing the inevitable, builds, builds, releases, celebrates the eternal human struggle, the mono no aware, releases, rebuilds and brings in banjo. the banjo, an instrument that constantly attempts to sound beautiful but simply cannot because of it's short awkward build. an instrument when perfectly played sounds like a chicken with a broken wing. slowly chugs and builds, but as it builds, the train disappears around the mountain. we are left with the sounds of a train whistle somewhere beyond the curve of rock and trees.

"take me somewhere nice"

sitting on the top bunk with head phones on. (in rome? in spain? in amsterdam). the sound of the bass guitar. the drums too high in the mix. the drag of feedback, the loopy guitar and radio fuzz. "what if you saw spaceships over glasgow" "what is that for?" "try to be bad, try to be bad". was jenn on the bottom bunk? was c2 reading? was tim at the bar? i miss this song. i miss the bunk. i miss the bass. i miss c2. walking by the shitty san jose river. mushroom afterglow, early homeless cold morning. c2's arms on my shoulders. tool suddenly makes sense. no more holding on to the way things feel, time to feel new things. writing while on mushrooms. MY ID. (super ego? can't remember which one it is). how much do i know, how much do i deny? how much do i rationalize and rationalize and rationalize?

"cody"

watching pornography in slow motion to this song. something in the faces. fake orgasms. somebodies daughter.

"helps both ways"

CONSTANT PERSISTENT HOPE TOWED BY THE INEVITABLE

...........WITH A FOOTBALL GAME WITH ANNOUNCER AND ALL ON THE TV AS BACKGROUND NOISE. 

exactly.